
Author Honey Badger
Anger, Rage
Discharged from Military since
I developed Post Traumatic Stress from being raped,
I hurt my knee doing my job,
I tried to get care for my knee but was
Told over and over again
by chain of command,
You are lying!!
You are faking!!
You are not hurt!!
Conveniently discharged while rapist is promoted and sent back to another
technical school so he can rape over and over again!!
Meanwhile, I am discharged and given code of JFT
Erroneous enlistment but I have honorable discharge
2012, Rapist sends me email on
Navy Together We Served
We go back and forth in email,
He says, “So you remember how…lol…
You are such an ugly woman do not know why I messed with you.
Taking a woman is something that
I am down with.
I call NCIS and they reopen investigation Special agent comes
and takes my statement
Case is reopened,
Four weeks later get a call from Special Agent,
You are lying. We have to investigate you and know
Who all you slept with and about any other reports that
You have ever made.
I yelled at the special agent and asked her what in
The hell that had to do with what he admitted to.
I start crying and throw the damn phone across the room.
So once again the chain of command does nothing.
They care more about protecting a damn rapist and promote
Him to second class
Then they send him to another A
school so he can continue to rape.
This destroys me and is when everything changed
Depression hits,self-harm starts,
Cannot believe the lengths the chain of command
Goes to protect a man that straight up admitted to
Raping me.
So much anger.
So much rage,
So much hurt,
So much betrayal,
So much depression,
So much grief,
Flashbacks, Nightmares,
Post-Traumatic Stress
Cannot sleep
Afraid looking over shoulder all of the time.
Rape is not part of
Goes to protect a man that straight up admitted to
Being raped by your own fellow service member
Is not part of serving,
your country.
We are not trained to service men.
So much anger and rage toward chain of command,
Department of Defense, Senate, House, Vice President President that protects
rapists and allow this to continue to happen.

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