It’s too hard to understand
Too hard to comprehend
Too hard to deal with
Flashbacks, nightmares,betrayal, rage,
Replayed over and over again in mind,
Do not understand why you would do this,
Why the chain of command protects him?
Why the chain of command ruined my career?
It’s wrong, you knew what you doing was wrong.
You knew that I did not consent to have sex
With you and you raped me,
You took everything that I believed in,
Trust, Safety, Honor,
Brother and Sisters fighting the enemy
And stomped that into the ground,
Then the chain of command broke me more
By telling me that I deserved to be raped,
That I was nothing more
than a walking mattress,
That it was fine that he raped me
And that they were not going
to do a damn thing about it
Then when he straight up
admitted to raping me
did nothing they
even broke me more
I am sick
nightmares, grief, betrayal,
I do not understand why people protect you
I do not understand why the chain of command protects you
I do not understand why they protect you
You are nothing but a rapist
You do not deserve to
be serving this country
Your ass should be in jail
How many other women have you raped?
The chain of command does not do a damn thing
Why can’t the damn
Senate, House, President
Do the right thing and sign executive order?
What are they getting out of protecting rapists?